so my blog is titled "in the moment", and in all honesty that is how i try to live my life. I know we are not promised tomorrow, and most of the time my life is a little to crazy and unscheduled to not just stay "in the moment". however after a horrible year I have found myself totally detached from life and its innerworkings. I feel detached from my family, from my faith (not sayin' i don't have faith) just not feelin' close to it, I'm just not feelin' any joy or frankly, not feelin' anything. It's kinda strage for me too, I mean, I've had my days of feeling far away from things in life, but never to the degree of what I am dealing with right now. so, for me, "in the moment" has become literally that! just trying to get through the day has become a daunting task instead of an enjoyable adventure, cleaning house has pretty much ceased! (sorry to my family) The joy and zeal i used to have for life and love...is gone. It's truly heartbreaking to feel this way. sorry, I know this particular day on this blog is not an enjoyable read..but hey, it's me and my life and this is what i'm feelin' today.

Looking for Inspiration

Okay!
so this blogging thing has turned out tougher then I thought it would be! when you first start out you (or at least I) thought I'd have so much to say and talk about, which I do have some thoughts to share..but getting all that mess together is a big overwhealming for me at this point in my life..so, I thought maybe some of you seasoned bloggers can give me some inspiration or ideas on things to specifically talk about. please someone..help me get on my bloggie feet! :)