Saturday, July 9, 2011

Love in Life and Death



Part of the Journey this year was the sad and tragic loss of one of my best friends. Since we met back in the begining of High School, we have been through A LOT to say the least! We have loved, hated, laughed, cried, married, divorced (she did), gave birth, been to funerals, wittnessed heartbreak, and loved with all of our hearts. Our friendship was tested and prevailed. In her last months, I was able to really see what the Lord was doing in her heart, and I was so greatful to be a part of that. She leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters who are very precious to me and whom I will invest my time in and see to it that her mother's wishes for them come true. (to the best of my ability) She passed away on February 16th, 2011 at 10:12 am. I was blessed to be by her side as she took her last breath. when they were able to take the machines off, she was smiling. It is sweet to my soul that she is with the Lord in a new body, and is no longer suffering. She suffered a great deal in her last 18 months of life, especially the last 3 months. Rest in peace my sweet sister, your legacy will live on, and one day we will see you again! In Teaira's death, The Lord has put a new song in my heart and a desire and passion to help in any way I can to bring awareness to Cancer research. Teaira specifically died from complications from (ALL) Leukemia. All cancers are horrible, all cancers need to be eradicated, however, I would like to shine a light on this particularly terrible cancer as I and others feel it is less in the light of other more common cancers. I am working on establishing a foundation in Teaira's name to hopefully help other single parents or patients with no insurance that are suffering from any cancer, but with a focus on Leukemia. I pray this will bring awareness and Honor to my dear friend. Her death was not in vein. AMEN!

Time to catch up..

I know, I know..I'm a slacker. I really have not felt the inspiration to write lately. Until now :)

Not much has changed. I homeschooled my oldest daughter this past school year, it went well. She is ready for Public School again. I'm nervous! She applied to the honors program, and was accepted (thankfully), I guess homeschooling her 1 1/2 yrs. above grade level paid off! Now, I really know why so many Mom's have "bad knees" as these are the years we spend so much time praying over our babies!! I will need knee replacements by the time I'm done! :) My other babies are doing really well. They all finished out the year with teriffic grades, I'm super proud of them, as they sure had their challenges, but rose above them and allowed God to use them and they were able to see the harvest! Praise GOD! In the last several months, I have been walking through a Desert,(not dessert!) It has definately been one of the toughest things in my life, (that is part of the reason I have not been writing) BUT, our God is faithful, and I am learning SO much, and am seeing the oasis in this desert! Praise HIM!! I will post about my journey as I feel led, in the meantime..I hope all are enjoying their summer and having a great time with family and friends! Stay safe, and don't forget your sunscreen! :)

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Love in Life and Death



Part of the Journey this year was the sad and tragic loss of one of my best friends. Since we met back in the begining of High School, we have been through A LOT to say the least! We have loved, hated, laughed, cried, married, divorced (she did), gave birth, been to funerals, wittnessed heartbreak, and loved with all of our hearts. Our friendship was tested and prevailed. In her last months, I was able to really see what the Lord was doing in her heart, and I was so greatful to be a part of that. She leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters who are very precious to me and whom I will invest my time in and see to it that her mother's wishes for them come true. (to the best of my ability) She passed away on February 16th, 2011 at 10:12 am. I was blessed to be by her side as she took her last breath. when they were able to take the machines off, she was smiling. It is sweet to my soul that she is with the Lord in a new body, and is no longer suffering. She suffered a great deal in her last 18 months of life, especially the last 3 months. Rest in peace my sweet sister, your legacy will live on, and one day we will see you again! In Teaira's death, The Lord has put a new song in my heart and a desire and passion to help in any way I can to bring awareness to Cancer research. Teaira specifically died from complications from (ALL) Leukemia. All cancers are horrible, all cancers need to be eradicated, however, I would like to shine a light on this particularly terrible cancer as I and others feel it is less in the light of other more common cancers. I am working on establishing a foundation in Teaira's name to hopefully help other single parents or patients with no insurance that are suffering from any cancer, but with a focus on Leukemia. I pray this will bring awareness and Honor to my dear friend. Her death was not in vein. AMEN!

Time to catch up..

I know, I know..I'm a slacker. I really have not felt the inspiration to write lately. Until now :)

Not much has changed. I homeschooled my oldest daughter this past school year, it went well. She is ready for Public School again. I'm nervous! She applied to the honors program, and was accepted (thankfully), I guess homeschooling her 1 1/2 yrs. above grade level paid off! Now, I really know why so many Mom's have "bad knees" as these are the years we spend so much time praying over our babies!! I will need knee replacements by the time I'm done! :) My other babies are doing really well. They all finished out the year with teriffic grades, I'm super proud of them, as they sure had their challenges, but rose above them and allowed God to use them and they were able to see the harvest! Praise GOD! In the last several months, I have been walking through a Desert,(not dessert!) It has definately been one of the toughest things in my life, (that is part of the reason I have not been writing) BUT, our God is faithful, and I am learning SO much, and am seeing the oasis in this desert! Praise HIM!! I will post about my journey as I feel led, in the meantime..I hope all are enjoying their summer and having a great time with family and friends! Stay safe, and don't forget your sunscreen! :)