yes, i'm back. for now. until this thing makes me mad again!

I'M BBBAAACCKKKKK!!! I know, I'm wishy washy..I can't make up my mind, and I quit (or run) when I get frustrated. hence the name of the blog! I'm over trying to think of some catchy or cutsie title for my blog, for my whole ONE reader! lol. This is me, and parts of my life..some good, some not so good. Take it or leave it. I'm a simple yet complicated person, and don't even understand myself most days (at least for now) I keep my therapist in business, when I'm not talking to God. I need to be on prozac, but HATE medicine as I have been down that road many times. I am just trying to be a good mom, not screw up my kids, be a good wife that is loyal and honest, and above all serve God to the best of my ability. Right now, today, I'm not doing so well..I'm quite stressed and want to exercize my authoratative arm on my best friend's child and need a strong drink to calm me down. lol. It's just one of those days!!