Someone who has made my life worth Living for:
Well this may be "breaking the rules" but there are a few people I need to mention in this blog, cause without them, I truly would not be here...
First and foremost I must make mention of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, cause without him, NONE of us would be here..and I would not have been blessed with the others who have helped me through it ALL! Without God, my life would not be worth living.
My Mom and my grandmas..the women in my family are the true matriarchs that kept us all together, even when we wanted to take the others life. (and trust me, there were those days!) My mom was a single mom for a good portion of my younger years, and even when she did re-marry, she was careful (as possible) to not let my step-father take over my bio dad's position. She was mom and dad, and that is one tough role. She did her best, and I think she did pretty good. She has become one of my closest friends now that I am an adult, and I know as my mom she will always have my best interest at heart. my grandma (mom's mom) was truly the cream of the crop! She was so wise, funny, opinionated, a party animal, and had a heart of gold till her last breath. She would give you the last dime she had, and oozed the love of God every time you saw her. She was famous for her wisdom and all of my friends growing up adopted her as their own. I miss her more than anyone in my life that has gone on to be with the Lord. I miss her warm smile and incredible advice the most. She was always waiting with open arms and a big hug when I would visit her, she was famous for her chicken soup that would heal every sickness you could think of..to this day, even though I know the recipe, it does not taste the same, cause her secret ingredient of the special love she brought to it, is missing...
My best friend, Angela..we have know each other since we were 5 and 4 (we are 362 days apart) her dad and my mom dated in high school..so we really go WAY back! we are like female soul mates, it never ceases to amaze me the things we go through together and sometimes one right after the other. Where she is strong, I am weak and vice-verse. we are truly a compliment to each others personalities, and I know that I could not do this life without her!
My precious babies! ..they are the reason I wake up every morning, the reason I cling to this life when things are bleak, the reason I keep on keeping on..(other than God of course!) they are the light of my life. I am soooo blessed to have them. when I was a young 19 yr. old. I lost a baby 10 days before Christmas, to an ectopic pregnancy. I was told at that time due to insanely crazy female problems up to that point that I would probably not carry a baby to term and that I would more than likely need serious medical intervention in order to have kids, if I was that lucky. Yeah, thanks doc. well just over 1 yr. later, I was indeed pregnant, WITHOUT medical intervention, and with a HEALTHY baby girl! I did have complications, and I didn't carry to term..(term is 40 weeks) I carried to 38 weeks. so, little did this doctor know, that I serve a BIG GOD who can work miracles that are beyond what any human can comprehend! 2 more babies were to follow, now, I did have to have medical intervention w/those pregnancies, however, the "medical intervention" only got my body working again. (I had PCOS) basically, my body shut down the baby making for a while..the drugs I had to take got the motor running again, and I was able to get pregnant on my own, no drugs, no petrie dish, no donated eggs..Just the good ol' God given natural way..SO..than you JESUS, once again, your love never fails. Those babies you gave me are the love of my life!
and last but not least of them..my husband. YES! we have had a roller coaster of a ride so far, and even have almost divorced, twice! however, he has loved me beyond myself, and I am learning to do the same. It is much easier to walk away, then to look the issue in the eye and face it! I am a fighter, and I thrive on challenge, so, even though we are on this roller coaster, we are on it TOGETHER, and I would not have it any other way, cause I'm scared to death of heights!! lol.
so, there are the "main characters" that make my world go round..however, there are many people that have contributed to my life and made this world a better place to be. so, thank you to all my friends and family that have been there for me, and I pray all of you be blessed beyond measure.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Someone who has made my life worth Living for:
Well this may be "breaking the rules" but there are a few people I need to mention in this blog, cause without them, I truly would not be here...
First and foremost I must make mention of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, cause without him, NONE of us would be here..and I would not have been blessed with the others who have helped me through it ALL! Without God, my life would not be worth living.
My Mom and my grandmas..the women in my family are the true matriarchs that kept us all together, even when we wanted to take the others life. (and trust me, there were those days!) My mom was a single mom for a good portion of my younger years, and even when she did re-marry, she was careful (as possible) to not let my step-father take over my bio dad's position. She was mom and dad, and that is one tough role. She did her best, and I think she did pretty good. She has become one of my closest friends now that I am an adult, and I know as my mom she will always have my best interest at heart. my grandma (mom's mom) was truly the cream of the crop! She was so wise, funny, opinionated, a party animal, and had a heart of gold till her last breath. She would give you the last dime she had, and oozed the love of God every time you saw her. She was famous for her wisdom and all of my friends growing up adopted her as their own. I miss her more than anyone in my life that has gone on to be with the Lord. I miss her warm smile and incredible advice the most. She was always waiting with open arms and a big hug when I would visit her, she was famous for her chicken soup that would heal every sickness you could think of..to this day, even though I know the recipe, it does not taste the same, cause her secret ingredient of the special love she brought to it, is missing...
My best friend, Angela..we have know each other since we were 5 and 4 (we are 362 days apart) her dad and my mom dated in high school..so we really go WAY back! we are like female soul mates, it never ceases to amaze me the things we go through together and sometimes one right after the other. Where she is strong, I am weak and vice-verse. we are truly a compliment to each others personalities, and I know that I could not do this life without her!
My precious babies! ..they are the reason I wake up every morning, the reason I cling to this life when things are bleak, the reason I keep on keeping on..(other than God of course!) they are the light of my life. I am soooo blessed to have them. when I was a young 19 yr. old. I lost a baby 10 days before Christmas, to an ectopic pregnancy. I was told at that time due to insanely crazy female problems up to that point that I would probably not carry a baby to term and that I would more than likely need serious medical intervention in order to have kids, if I was that lucky. Yeah, thanks doc. well just over 1 yr. later, I was indeed pregnant, WITHOUT medical intervention, and with a HEALTHY baby girl! I did have complications, and I didn't carry to term..(term is 40 weeks) I carried to 38 weeks. so, little did this doctor know, that I serve a BIG GOD who can work miracles that are beyond what any human can comprehend! 2 more babies were to follow, now, I did have to have medical intervention w/those pregnancies, however, the "medical intervention" only got my body working again. (I had PCOS) basically, my body shut down the baby making for a while..the drugs I had to take got the motor running again, and I was able to get pregnant on my own, no drugs, no petrie dish, no donated eggs..Just the good ol' God given natural way..SO..than you JESUS, once again, your love never fails. Those babies you gave me are the love of my life!
and last but not least of them..my husband. YES! we have had a roller coaster of a ride so far, and even have almost divorced, twice! however, he has loved me beyond myself, and I am learning to do the same. It is much easier to walk away, then to look the issue in the eye and face it! I am a fighter, and I thrive on challenge, so, even though we are on this roller coaster, we are on it TOGETHER, and I would not have it any other way, cause I'm scared to death of heights!! lol.
so, there are the "main characters" that make my world go round..however, there are many people that have contributed to my life and made this world a better place to be. so, thank you to all my friends and family that have been there for me, and I pray all of you be blessed beyond measure.
Well this may be "breaking the rules" but there are a few people I need to mention in this blog, cause without them, I truly would not be here...
First and foremost I must make mention of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, cause without him, NONE of us would be here..and I would not have been blessed with the others who have helped me through it ALL! Without God, my life would not be worth living.
My Mom and my grandmas..the women in my family are the true matriarchs that kept us all together, even when we wanted to take the others life. (and trust me, there were those days!) My mom was a single mom for a good portion of my younger years, and even when she did re-marry, she was careful (as possible) to not let my step-father take over my bio dad's position. She was mom and dad, and that is one tough role. She did her best, and I think she did pretty good. She has become one of my closest friends now that I am an adult, and I know as my mom she will always have my best interest at heart. my grandma (mom's mom) was truly the cream of the crop! She was so wise, funny, opinionated, a party animal, and had a heart of gold till her last breath. She would give you the last dime she had, and oozed the love of God every time you saw her. She was famous for her wisdom and all of my friends growing up adopted her as their own. I miss her more than anyone in my life that has gone on to be with the Lord. I miss her warm smile and incredible advice the most. She was always waiting with open arms and a big hug when I would visit her, she was famous for her chicken soup that would heal every sickness you could think of..to this day, even though I know the recipe, it does not taste the same, cause her secret ingredient of the special love she brought to it, is missing...
My best friend, Angela..we have know each other since we were 5 and 4 (we are 362 days apart) her dad and my mom dated in high school..so we really go WAY back! we are like female soul mates, it never ceases to amaze me the things we go through together and sometimes one right after the other. Where she is strong, I am weak and vice-verse. we are truly a compliment to each others personalities, and I know that I could not do this life without her!
My precious babies! ..they are the reason I wake up every morning, the reason I cling to this life when things are bleak, the reason I keep on keeping on..(other than God of course!) they are the light of my life. I am soooo blessed to have them. when I was a young 19 yr. old. I lost a baby 10 days before Christmas, to an ectopic pregnancy. I was told at that time due to insanely crazy female problems up to that point that I would probably not carry a baby to term and that I would more than likely need serious medical intervention in order to have kids, if I was that lucky. Yeah, thanks doc. well just over 1 yr. later, I was indeed pregnant, WITHOUT medical intervention, and with a HEALTHY baby girl! I did have complications, and I didn't carry to term..(term is 40 weeks) I carried to 38 weeks. so, little did this doctor know, that I serve a BIG GOD who can work miracles that are beyond what any human can comprehend! 2 more babies were to follow, now, I did have to have medical intervention w/those pregnancies, however, the "medical intervention" only got my body working again. (I had PCOS) basically, my body shut down the baby making for a while..the drugs I had to take got the motor running again, and I was able to get pregnant on my own, no drugs, no petrie dish, no donated eggs..Just the good ol' God given natural way..SO..than you JESUS, once again, your love never fails. Those babies you gave me are the love of my life!
and last but not least of them..my husband. YES! we have had a roller coaster of a ride so far, and even have almost divorced, twice! however, he has loved me beyond myself, and I am learning to do the same. It is much easier to walk away, then to look the issue in the eye and face it! I am a fighter, and I thrive on challenge, so, even though we are on this roller coaster, we are on it TOGETHER, and I would not have it any other way, cause I'm scared to death of heights!! lol.
so, there are the "main characters" that make my world go round..however, there are many people that have contributed to my life and made this world a better place to be. so, thank you to all my friends and family that have been there for me, and I pray all of you be blessed beyond measure.
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