Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know
hmmmm..not really sure..can't say that I wish I didn't know any specific person, there are a few I wish I had met under different circumstances, however they were a necessary part of my life.
I guess if I have to choose, I would say my step-father (ex step dad) As he was my "abuser." More than anything though, I wish he would be accountable for what he did and how he destroyed my life. I know that will never happen, at least not here on earth. It gets easier with time to let him go, and what he did to me. My oldest daughter is now the age I was when he started to abuse me, so I am reminded more of what happend than in previous years, and have become VERY protective of my kids. I need to write him a "farewell letter", guess that's another topic for another day. In the meantime, I can say, "what goes around, comes around" and "karma's a bitch", oh! and "vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord"..the last time I saw him, he had re-married his first wife, and she was on the list for a heart transplant, and he went from a high paying job to stocking shelves at wal-mart (no offense to those who may work there) I know it is a respectable job, but he worked in programming at a large bank and made well over 100K a year, so this was a downgrade for him. Anyway, see ya' BOB, and I pray one day God will deliver me from the anger I have lived with toward you, cause I am the only one paying for your crimes. May God have mercy on your soul, cause I don't.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
30 days of truth..i forgot what day..
Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know
hmmmm..not really sure..can't say that I wish I didn't know any specific person, there are a few I wish I had met under different circumstances, however they were a necessary part of my life.
I guess if I have to choose, I would say my step-father (ex step dad) As he was my "abuser." More than anything though, I wish he would be accountable for what he did and how he destroyed my life. I know that will never happen, at least not here on earth. It gets easier with time to let him go, and what he did to me. My oldest daughter is now the age I was when he started to abuse me, so I am reminded more of what happend than in previous years, and have become VERY protective of my kids. I need to write him a "farewell letter", guess that's another topic for another day. In the meantime, I can say, "what goes around, comes around" and "karma's a bitch", oh! and "vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord"..the last time I saw him, he had re-married his first wife, and she was on the list for a heart transplant, and he went from a high paying job to stocking shelves at wal-mart (no offense to those who may work there) I know it is a respectable job, but he worked in programming at a large bank and made well over 100K a year, so this was a downgrade for him. Anyway, see ya' BOB, and I pray one day God will deliver me from the anger I have lived with toward you, cause I am the only one paying for your crimes. May God have mercy on your soul, cause I don't.
hmmmm..not really sure..can't say that I wish I didn't know any specific person, there are a few I wish I had met under different circumstances, however they were a necessary part of my life.
I guess if I have to choose, I would say my step-father (ex step dad) As he was my "abuser." More than anything though, I wish he would be accountable for what he did and how he destroyed my life. I know that will never happen, at least not here on earth. It gets easier with time to let him go, and what he did to me. My oldest daughter is now the age I was when he started to abuse me, so I am reminded more of what happend than in previous years, and have become VERY protective of my kids. I need to write him a "farewell letter", guess that's another topic for another day. In the meantime, I can say, "what goes around, comes around" and "karma's a bitch", oh! and "vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord"..the last time I saw him, he had re-married his first wife, and she was on the list for a heart transplant, and he went from a high paying job to stocking shelves at wal-mart (no offense to those who may work there) I know it is a respectable job, but he worked in programming at a large bank and made well over 100K a year, so this was a downgrade for him. Anyway, see ya' BOB, and I pray one day God will deliver me from the anger I have lived with toward you, cause I am the only one paying for your crimes. May God have mercy on your soul, cause I don't.
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